My Pray.

Hari ni ada kelas mengaji. Seronoknya. Moga-moga lembutlah hati aku untuk menerima pengajaran di dalam Al-Quran.

I got this in my mailbox, dan suka sekali to share this with everybody.

An old man lived on a farm in the mountains of eastern Kentucky with his young grandson. Each morning Grandpa was up early sitting at the kitchen table reading his Quraan .

His grandson wanted to be just like him and tried to imitate him in every way he could. One day the grandson asked, "Papa, I try to read the Quraan just like you but I don't understand it, and what I do understand I forget as soon as I close the book. What good does reading the Quraan do?"

The Grandfather quietly turned from putting coal in the stove and replied, "Take this coal basket down to the river and bring me back a basket of water." The boy did as he was told, but all the water leaked out before he got back to the house. The grandfather laughed and said, "You'll have to move a little faster next time," and sent him back to the river with the basket to try again. This time the boy ran faster, but again the basket was empty before he returned home. Out of breath, he told his grandfather that it was impossible to carry water in a basket, and he went to get a bucket instead.

The old man said, "I don't want a bucket of water; I want a basket of water. You're just not trying hard enough," and he went out the door to watch the boy try again.

At this point, the boy knew it was impossible, but he wanted to show his grandfather that even if he ran as fast as he could, the water would leak out before he got back to the house.

The boy again dipped the basket into river and ran hard, but when he reached his grandfather the basket was again empty.

Out of breath, he said, "See Papa, it's useless!""So you think it is useless?" The old man said, "Look at the basket. "The boy looked at the basket and for the first time realized that the basket was different. It had been transformed from a dirty old coal basket and was now clean, inside and out.

"Son, that's what happens when you read the Quraan. You might not understand or remember everything, but when you read it, you will be changed, inside and out. That is the work of Allah in our lives."

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System Shuts Down.

Aku dah penat.

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Pandainya!

Ameerbalikbalikniamekseliparniadamadaseliparjugaktaunihaseliparadamcotcetcotcet.

"Bila la Ameer nak pandai bercakap macam Abang Adam kan?"

Adam jawab,"Ameer budak."

Aaaa? Terpinga aku sat.

Adam tu bukan budak ke? Beza umur dengan Ameer cuma tiga bulan je :-P

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Reality Bites.

I so hate wearing glasses.

I rather be short sighted than seeing my ugly face in the mirror. With lots of dot dot here and holes there. It can be literally said that my face is like bumpy road. No wonder my brothers said that my face is like the moon, as they shriek in evil sarcastic laughter. What did they mean by that? I didn't get Neil Armstrong or aliens landed on my face. Du-uh.

Hah! Brothers. They can be such a pain. What more painful is that they're so true. Huhu.

I need major face job. Know where can I get cheap botox, anyone? :-P

Note to self: Put down my glasses whevener I go to toilet.

Second note to self: Groom Ameer not to become a pain to Zahra (and other sisters, if any) hehe.

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Sekadar Bercerita.

Nilai kefawwazan dalam diri Zahra agak prominent. Tak reti duduk diam dan kuat makan. Bezanya Fawwaz body tough, tapi Zahra comel lote saja.

Macam Fawwaz, Zahra tidak suka dipegang semasa nafsu bermain dia memuncak. Ada-ada saja yang dia nak buat. Merangkak ke sana ke mari. Memanjat. Menggigit buku. Mengacau abang. Mengetuk pintu sliding. Berdiri di rehal sambil mengetuk2 dan merenyuk kitab. Dia seperti gadis kecil yang tidak sabar untuk dewasa. Belum masanya untuk pandai berjalan, tapi sudah ingin berlari.

Bab makan, macam Fawwaz jugaklah. Tak boleh nampak kita makan hehehe. Mula la dia mengacau. Padahal baru lepas makan bubur.

Mungkin ini sindrom anak kedua.

Ameer pula seorang abang yang bertanggungjawab. Sentiasa memberitahu apa yang Zahra cuba lakukan. Dia juga yang menjaga adiknya di kala aku solat. Malah pandai pula mengangkat adiknya untuk menghalang adik buat perkara yang ntah apa-apa. Tapi dia seperti aku, cepat marah dan moody. Meninggi suara pada adik. Pernah juga mencubit. Amboi Ameer, Mama pon tak penah cubit. Mana belajar ni :-P

En.Ahmad pula.. eh, perlu ke aku cerita pasal budak ni? Hahaha takde maknanya la kan.

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Milik Siapakah?

[1]Ada dua pilihan. Jalan jauh yang selamat atau jalan dekat yang penuh risiko. Aku pilih yang dekat. Walaupon aku dah vowed untuk menguruskan badan hehehe.

Sebenarnya ada sedikit rasa takut. Sebab jalan itu sunyi dan banyak pokok. Mudah saja perogol nak sembunyi dan terkam. Dan sungai pula, airnya deras. Lagi mudah kerja perogol itu. Kemudian, di jalan besar, banyak kereta lalu lalang dan laju-laju.

Aku sebenarnya tidak pernah lalu. Hanya gamble saja. Mudah-mudahan sampai :-)

Dari jauh aku intai. Alamak! Takde perogol, tapi ada tiga ekor anjing. Yang warna hitam itu nampaknya besar dan garang. Dua lagi berwarna coklat muda. Kecil sedikit. Nak cuba ke tak?

Ah! Persetankan itu semua. Anjing ke perogol bersiri ke tak membawa kesan pada aku jika Allah tidak mengizinkannya.

Aku baca bismillah, dan jalan.

Bila dekat, baru kutahu, anjing-anjing itu hanyalah kambing HAHAHA. Poyo je. Tapi kambing hitam yang besar itu nampak garang juga. Dia merenung aku macam nak sondol. Aku fikir dia jantan :-P

Kat KL pon ada orang bela kambing?

Alhamdulillah sampai aku ke rumah, dimudahkan urusan dan tak kena rogol. Setiap kali aku nak melintas, time tu takde kereta or traffic light kaler merah and kereta kena menunggu aku. Kan aku dah kata, Allah mesti tolong. Dengan syarat, hak Dia jangan kita abaikan. Err, rasa macam terabai je tapi Allah sayang aku lagi kot?

Mat Tabligh buat lawak. Katanya, sebenarnya memang anjing tapi Allah dah tukar. Sabar je la. Pengaruh mistik betol :-P

[2]Teehee. Senyum simpul aku kerana dua perkara.

Satu, aku dah muat seluar hitam. Beberapa bulan yang lepas, tersangkut di bontot. Sekarang, dah boleh zip and button, dan berjalan-jalan di MidValley dengan selesa.

Dua, semalam aku mengada try satu spaghetti strap (betul ke aku eja ni) dress at JJ. Muat pulak tu. XL beb. Dulu XXL pon belum gerenti boleh pakai. Awek kaunter tu pon pelik agaknya kenapa aku tersengih sensorang.

Semakin aku berkobar-kobar untuk menguruskan badan. Perlu sit ups lebih kerap dan minum green tea with apple cider berbotol-botol HAHAHA. Banyakkan lagi naik turun tangga.

Target aku, to look great for stf926 Reunion Dinner in August. Tell you, I'll look great that night!!!! Freddy, ko mesti jeles sebab aku sangat gorgeous HAHAHA.

Terserlah kepoyoanku :-P

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Alhamdulillah.

Aku patut sujud syukur. Tapi aku tak buat sebab malas hehe. (Ke sombong?) But seriously, yes I should. Because He heard me and helped.

I was in dire straits from the last few weeks. Problems at work piling on my chest, eating me up. I refrained from complaining or whining as that was the taqdir decided upon me. So I kept it to myself, screaming like hell inside.

Yesterday was the peak of it. I couldn't bear it anymore. My heart was burning. My energy was all sucked up. So I broke down. I cried and cried in my solat, asking for His help, asking for His forgiveness for fearing those in higher position. As I should not fear others, but Him.

True that when you put all your hope to Him, He will help. My problems seem to be settled this morning. Like, suddenly. Pelik tapi benar :-p

Thank you, Allah.

To others reading this, remember, fear only Allah. Dan segala gerak geri makhluk adalah di bawah kuasaNya.

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