Count the word Lame.

The thing about blogging in the virtual world, is that, its virtual [? Ini statement ala-ala nak berfalsafah tapi jadi hampas] I mean like, we can brag about ourself. We can be what we are not, and people can't really know for sure if we are telling the truth. And the thing about bragging is that, we do not want people to know the actual fact.

I was caught off guard this evening. I was a bit tired after two meetings in a row, trying to solve external issues, and then off I went to Keramat for yet another external meeting. Plus the fact that I was hungry. I was too busy I couldn't even grab a lunch. All I had was a Cadbury bar on our way to Keramat. Haven't I mention anywhere in this blog that I'm at my lowest when I'm hungry? I can even bite people :-p

[The para above is a lame excuse of what's happening next]

So apparently, I was lame during the meeting. As I was talking, lamely I shall add, I saw two ladies joining the meeting. I couldn't recall who they are [I need to increase my RAM memory], and dind't know why are they joining the meeting, because I never had a meeting with them, but I figured they must have some kepentingan to join the meeting. So I kept on talking and scribbling on the whiteboard. LAMELY.

After the discussion ended, I looked at the lady sitting next to me, and smiled to her. She smiled to me but she didn't say anything, until another lady (who came with her) said [on her behalf] that she had something else to talk to me to. Because I look familiar.

Me, and my lame self went, "Oh, saya Jawa dari Johor. Ada kenal ke?" I mean like, could you go any lamer than that?

And then, after a while, when I thought that other people have other things to think about, I looked at her and she quietly told me that she knew me from my blog. The first thing in my mind was that, "OH GOD, NOW ONE OF MY READERS [as if I have a lot] KNOWS HOW LAME I AM."

There goes my self esteem that I held so proudly in this virtual world :-p

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Berpegang pada prinsip.

Aku takkan biarkan lelaki itu patahkan semangat aku. Aku takkan biarkan dia menang. Walaupon dia kata aku bodoh, aku fikir dia takde la pandai sangat sampai nak jual barang takde untung. Siap rugi lagi.

Halo incik, kompeni kita bukan kompeni baru nak bertatih-tatih. Kompeni kita dah establish. Takde maknanya nak kejar volume kalau kena tanggung rugi. Kalau nak buat macam tu kat kompeni lama ko, bolehlah. Patut la sampai ke la ni kompeni lama ko tu tak untung. Ada incik jurujual macam ko rupanya.

Kalau ko kata itu strategic move, halo incik, cost and benefit analysisnya mana? Aku tak nampak pon?

Ha? Aku yang patut buat? Tak kuasa OK? Ko kata aku patut fokus buat keje aku kan? Oh ya, lagipon ko kata aku bodoh so ko tanggung la sendiri ek?

p/s: ko patut tahu yang profitability tu kerja aku jugak. ko jangan ingat keje aku limited to one area sahaja. tapi since ko dah maki aku macam-macam, well I COULDN"T BE BOTHERED. Audit report akan datang ko yang jawab kay?

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Betul la kot aku ni bodoh.

Nangis.
Muntah.
Nangis.
Muntah.

Symptom down.

Keep on asking myself. Am I really that stupid like he said?

Then, maybe I should ask for transfer. Or, maybe... I quit, jaga budak. Aku tak cukup intelligent untuk bekerja dengan orang-orang yang pandai itu.

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Salam Aidilfitri.

Ah lamanya tak menyapa. Sepi dari dunia alam maya nampaknya cik tinidewi kita ni ya?

Di bulan Syawal yang mulia, Seribu kemaafan yang kupinta.
Semoga jalinan persahabatan antara kita, Utuh dan perkasa selamanya.

Salam Aidilfitri dari kami. Abaikan senyumanku yang ntah hapa-hapa.
Anak-anak kami yang membesar bagai belon.
Mak saya kata saya hensem, segak bergaya. Betul ke? Tapi, saya pon rasa macam hensem hehe.
Dahinya jendul bak Datuk Siti, pipinya pauh dilayang jauh sekali, hidungnya kembang bak jambu air, dagunya melentik bak nenek kebayan, matanya bundar sinar memanipulasikan.
Watak yang sentiasa makan tak kira masa dan suasana.
Watak ini pula sentiasa main game tak kira masa dan suasana, hatta Hari Raya. Confirm pemain game tegar genetic sebelah suami.

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