A Cat Without A Name.

I would like to thank everybody who has been supportive to me for the sadness that I have been through for the sudden death of my dear kitten. It was such a brief relationship, I believe not even a month since he came to our lives, but I was cut deep. His food is still on the kitchen top. His cat litter is still at the back of our home (and his last poops). His toys is left ruined on the floor. It's funny; it sadden my mood looking at those things but I still kept his things. Maybe I should throw them away.

I remembered how I hated him. Hated him so when he jumped on my chest and disturbed my sleep at wee hour of the morning, asking for food. Hated his loud breath. Hated him scracthing my sofa. Hated his loud irritating meow late at night. And, what with those kutus?

But I can't say that I don't love him. Its like, hate love relationship. Oh, I do hate and love him so.

Kucing, I pray that you will find your way to heaven. (And please pray for me too). Maybe its too late to say it now, but I LOVE YOU.

I don't know if I can bear to have another pet. Not now. And even if I do, its not going to be an animal with a manipulating cat-like eyes.

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Good Bye Kitty.

"Anything important today at the office?"

"No. Why?"

"Then why don't you take EL?"

"Huh?"

"You look miserable."

"EL because..... my cat died?"

But yeah. I think I do look miserable. Am still depressed from the demise of my dear kitten last Tuesday night.

It may sound stupid to some people, but I cried in my sleep. Over a cat. Bah! Crazy woman.

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Conflict in Me.

The new GM rarely called me to her office, unlike the previous one who even called me during the nights and weekends (but surprisingly I love and fond of her the most), so when she did, I was bogged with lots of question. This must be something major, I think.

The first thing that came out of her mouth was, "Summon letter", while her hand was waving few envelopes.

I was like, oh my god, not another complaint by ASPs to MCMC. I so hate dealing with regulatory matters.

Looking at my panic face, she then smiled, and said,"Don't worry. This is just a letter from HR. Congratulations on your upgrading."

I was stunned.

I was like, oh no. Not when I have decided on quitting next year. Don't do this to me. Argh!!!!

I don't know whether I should be happy, because I felt like crying. I just stared and looked blankly on the figures stated on the letter.

But then again, my husband pointed out that we should save the excess money for our future undertaking. Tight financial is expected when we depended solely on one source of income, so I should be grateful of whatever rezeki bestowed on me now, and save.

But before saving, Gang of Four, get ready for another treat! :-D

p/s: belum-belum dah buat trip ke Kedai Najib :-p

p/s/s: alhamdulillah, baru dapat anak buah. My staff just gave birth to a baby boy on the auspicious 080808 :-)

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Of All The Things in The World.

Office, 5.45 p.m.

Me: OK, dah. Jom balik!
Mat Kang: Dah? OK!

Lobby, before stepping into the parking lot lift, 5.50 p.m.

M'am: Tini... [panic]
Me: Ha-ah?
M'am: En. R nak jumpa. [panic]
Me: Alamak! Sebab apa? [Intro nak panic]
M'am: Entah. Regarding VoIP sebab he told A [note: secretary En. R], either Pn. F or Hartini. I pon adoooiiii.... ni VoIP la nih. Husband you dah tunggu ke?
Me: Ha-ah la, M'am.
M'am: Takpe, sekejap je. Boleh?
Me: OK-OK.

Quickly made a call to inform Mat Kang, and went to Level 6.

Level 6, Outside VP Office, 5.55 p.m.

Me: Mood OK ke tak OK?
A: Nampak OK je.
Me: Oh ye ke? [In un-convincingly kind of tone]
M'am: Oh you sampai lagi awal from me.
Me: Hehehe.

Level 6, Inside VP Office, 6.00 p.m.

VP: So, how's the paper this morning? Have you reviewed the analysis?

We found his first question very puzzling because he was not very keen and enthuasistic when we present to him the proposal early that morning. He even rejected our proposal. Mentah-mentah macam tu je.

M'am: We thought that you would like to meet up with the partner for elicitation. As for the analysis on the impact of the deal company wide, it is just a matter of reviewing the numbers, that wouldn't take so long, kan Tini?
Me: Yes. Because the current analysis take into account on XXX only, which is only a small portion of the whole volume. If we take into account company wide, the cost saving and revenue projection would be very convincing to justify the partnership.

As we tried our best to goreng, we watched him in puzzle as he walked to his discussion table, took his briefcase and sat on his working table.

VP: OK, so when is the meeting with XXX?
Me: 6th August. 9.oo a.m.

Out of the blue, and tactfully I shall add, he took out a catalogue from his briefcase, making us even more suspicious.

VP: Erm, what paint colour did you say cantik this morning?

Me and M'am terpempan.

Me and M'am: Barley White!

Layannnzzzzz. Another 5 minutes discussion on the color scheme and home deco theme :-p

Level 6, Outside VP Office, 6.10 p.m.

Me and M'am looked at each other, and we laughed. Of all the issues that we could think of, he actually called for us, after office hour, just because he wants second opinion on the colour of the walls of his new bungalow. This is the VP we are talking about, people.

:-p

Why can't he just give us a call????? Ggrr.

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